im back~ joonie <3

so yeah im well lately

stalker problem gone and everything..

but one thing bothers me..

sigh..

next time

byes ;d

iloveyou♥ joonie

i feel so.. unhelpful these days to my friends.

i cant help them.. like i used to.. i feel like i’m turning selfish..

maybe life ought to be better when im unhappy whilst i make others smile.

today i found out some strange things…

1. joona is a sped

2. meera is sad… </3

3. someone likes me ( unless this is a prank)

im going to be so bored tomorrow..

my sis -becky wouldnt go to movies with me so i have to stay home being a LAZYASS

i also miss people already especially my bestie whose the sex CAMILLE

ahh.. this week’s going to be so tiring.. if i get stressed once more i feel as if im going to explode and die.

i want to find out the truth now..

iloveyou joonie/JOE/joona

today was a confusing and okay day.

i fell asleep in science XD and heard the best news in the world!! “your science exam is rescheduled to next wednesday!” mrs walsh announced

YAY!! i whispered to michael! XD

and be4 i came to science i did my homework at maths… imma so sorry for not paying attention mr loxton!!

and i got in trouble at drama for not making movements but at least he complimented on my voice!!

XD

cbf to write me

joonie<3

( i will fix tomoz)

some awesome pikatures i wanted to share~

an awesome graffiti

i.like.this.type.of.boy

friendship to love

did you enjoy these pikatures =D cause i did

iloveyou♥ joonie

today is the last day of this month… i am relieved.

so many things happened this month it makes my head hurt..  btw last night i had a very nerdish nightmare.. my brain hurt like mad! [still hurts now] well the dream/nightmare was about me failing in drama and science!! :O it gave me a shock and i woke up suddenly and read my science textbook.

today i bought the pastelstar strips to start making my 1000 stars!! [ told you sadako and the 1000 paper cranes was inspiring.]  i made 32 today..  continue tomorrow ehh? >.< well maybee not. cause i have my science test this friday and my maths assignment & business assignment are due this week.[meaning that i would be busy.]

i was reading the news online just a moment ago and found out 303 people in australia is affected by swine flu!! OMG~  but fortunately queensland only has 20. I PRAY NO ONE I KNOW GETS SWINE FLU!

i am so bored at the moment.. *cries*  i have so many things on my mind!!

i dont wanna go to school~

& i need to buy a new go card!!

arrgh well i’m fxcked up!!

goodnight i need to relax~  rawrr~

iloveyou♥ joonie

today was an awesome and inspiring day.. well in the morning i had maths.. T.T mr loxton was away so we got this mean bitchy substitute. i got in trouble cause i was listening to my ipod as usual AFTER finishing my work. i had to stay in for 5 minutes and then finally i went out.

i had science next and didnt fall asleep today! cause i actually paid attention for 30 minutes of theory and mrs walsh said “we’re going to do experimenting with microscopes.” at that instant i my brain started to work for the first time in 30minutes. after this i went to K BLOCK

i was finding my seat at the theatre to watch sadako and the 1000 paper cranes *turns head around* i saw elmo!! omg~ why is he here? i asked myself.  *after the performance* i cried during the performance.. it was so sad.. but everyone thought it was strange that i was crying…so when i was going back to the bus. someone from behind says- hi jonah. *i turn around still sobbing* hi.. *stare* [couldn't believe who it was!!] and then i turned back and ran down the stairs and i angry for letting elmo seeing me cry.. its frustrating

when i got back to school i changed and got ready for my basketball finals~

and of course we won! i didnt mind that. but still…

welll goodnight i’m tired.. and my iphone is confiscated.. T.T

iloveyou♥ joonie

i didn’t want to write a blog today but since i love my readers too much.. i gave in.

today was a normal day.. e.g. i day dreamed in english and played with my hair and in science i fell asleep.. and then mrs walsh let us out late.. and checked our hwk diaries ( i really wanted to go out quickly to see elmo..) *joonie suddenly suffers after looking out the window!* [ because i saw elmo walking to the place near the bridge..] i wanted to talk to him today so after mrs walsh checked my diary i sprinted out and ran to the bridge and elmo was nowhere to be found.. so i started to feel sad.. and walked slowly over the bridge but JUST IN TIME vy called me and told me to come to art block (l block) so i sprinted back and went to L Block and after 3 minutes or so.. elmo entered.. i thought i was dreaming and started to ignore  but vy and mimi clearly told me it was him… i wanted to run away but vy blackmailed me.. so i decided to practise my script.. ;D

continued next time.. when i feel better.. and not sad

iloveyou♥ joonie

well on monday i was mucking around at business instead after i finished working on photoshop.. & i started liquifying my face & camille’s face (cause i was friekin bored. )

& i thought maybee i could upload..

this is only mine.. sorry~

CAMILLE’S WAS FUNNIER & MY FUNNY ONE I FORGOT TO SAVE!!

so i decided to make another one & i made a weird sorta cute me!!

hope you like!!

** please refrain from laughing..**

liquified and painted

iloveyou♥ joonie

I’m getting a lot of stress lately… & i hurt myself just then..

this is what happened just then —

** i was doing yoga on my bed (cause i couldn’t be stuffed to do it on the floor since i love my soft bed better..) and i was doing it fine until i did the standing forward bend pose.. then it all happened my legs felt unstable and i did a front flip? or roll and landed on the floor.. eventually hurting my neck.. [ i'm clumsy ehh..] because of this i’m suffocating.

I HAVE SO MANY FREAKING ASSIGNMENTS/ASSESSMENTS TOO!

• English Assignment – Advertising Stuff
• History Assignment – Debating
• Maths Assignment – Random Graphing Thing
• Business Assignment – Photoshop Profile
• Drama ASSESSMENT-  Performing in Class with Group -MEMORIZE! I’ve got heaps to memorize because i’m spud from spitting chips!!
• Science EXAM – Next Week Biology & Physics

I’m going to die~ SAVE ME!! & my mum is gonna send me to North Shore. ( i think from next friday afternoon which is 05.06.09 ARRGHH KILL ME!!

anyways.. today was a not exciting day.. i was looking forward to meet haerim so i ditched all my friends apart from VY and she never came to I BLOCK!!… ( i even cancelled my meeting with my team for basketball for her. =.=’ )[so prompt. ehh] so i decided to ask my yr 9 friend- SOPHIE!  but apparently she didnt know where haerim was… so i decided to as my friend AN TROUNG and she looked around and decided to take me to other campus and show me! When i got to the other campus near F Block .. I SAW HAERIM!! *screams happily*   but at the same time i wanted to run away (but i promised haerim i wouldnt) and so.. after we found her.. i escaped.   and then vy ditched me for food and i went to I Block for Science.. There i sat like a loner.. then i felt to lonely so i went to J Block where my friends, Katy,Camille,Karin and Meagan was.  ( so good to have heaps of friends ) then i talked to them for 10 mins and ran off to Science and sat on the bag racks.. and just when i believed elmo was sick and away today i saw him.. MY HEART LEAPED and i rejoiced.. then my science teacher appeared so i went inside class. I forgot to take my diary inside so i went outside again and hoped elmo was there but he went inside to class. i felt disappointed for the whole science lesson.

My science teacher let us out early for the first time and i went outside and waited for 5 minutes but then i had to leave with my friend lavina… ( i wasnt waiting for her.. but didnt want to upset her..) so i went with her.. and then ran back to I Block but elmo wasnt there. and just in time VY called me so i ran to L Block and went with her to the bus stop XD!! ( sorry for ditching!)

I hope tomorrow would be a better day~ sigh…                                                             i find it so funny that i always look for elmo now…  but  i know i shouldn’t if i dont wanna get hurt but i really have feeling for the cute creature. =D (u know what i mean.) everytime someone says he’s popular to many girls in yr 8 and 9 my heart breaks… i dont like hearing things like that they make me think.. pessimistically.  I HAVE TO LEARN MY SCRIPT NOW!!

iloveyou♥ joonie

I dont feel like myself today.. [at least not the confident one..]

i felt many emotions today e.g. happiness,sadness,heartbroken,hope and etc.

i saw elmo so many times today.. examples below.

i ran away hardcore when “elmo” was trying to show haerim who i was.. but i was successful and ran away.. like a pig who ate too much and couldn’t run successfully =D

randoms: i made a quote just then– sometimes it rains on me, but not you [cause i'm be your umbrella]

=) i really liked the quote. i’m thinking of editing my old song “could it be love” into different song. lol (sorry for people who liked that song!)

well after i ran away vy started dragging the fat pig who had swine flu to find elmo so we went around the campus to A Block then B Block and then C Block .. I ran away successfully!! *looks at the stairs* (jonah stands there like a statue staring) ARRGHH!! WTF!! & jonah runs~  Vy chases~ “he’s right there, jonahh..” JONAH RUNS but VY GRABS ONTO HER.. BUT VY’S WEIGHT BEATS JONAH!! (XP sorry vy~) thankfully i think.. elmo walks past with his friends.. phew~ jonah says.. while vy starts to dragg again! We soon arrived F Block  elmo was there, i was there,vy was there,and my group was there. Vy wanted me to talk to enlo DESPERATELY.. so i did the opposite but vy suddenly opened my bag and .. ” AHHH MY PENCIL CASE!!” she started to pretend it was her undies and then threw it to elmo but elmo threw it back to me but i missed and it flew away so i had to jog and bend down and grab it

*2nd lunch*

Whilst jonah and vy are standing at tuckshop line.. “wait vy.. need to put something in bin” *jonah sees something/someone near bin* *STARES AGAIN* and there he was looking.. XD so i ran~ (its my hobby now) later i went to the tuckshop AGAIN with vy cause she wanted to eat something this time. so we stood and lined up and then behind me *stare* ( i was about to run) but yea. then suddenly elmo gave mimi $2 i was suspicious (jealously!!) [found out later that she has to deliver him tuckshop for 1 week since she lost a bet! good heavens not me!!] and i ditched vy after 5 mins.

*later*

i went to F Block to sit down and *STARE ONCE MORE SIGH* i saw him when he was talking to andy.. basketball one.. i was like O.O but then i soon got bored and started to play “tap tap revenge” on my iphone.. after i played i looked back to see if he was there but there.. he vanished!

i walked to history with disappointed look.. filled with sadness until i arrived at K Block and *stare* [you get what i mean] and then walked passed incase lizzy noticed..  and kept thinking.. bout him while liz was talking to me [dont tell her but i wasnt actually listening.] i arrived at history & had so much fun but i was distracted at the sametime.. [you know why;) ]

well i better sleep now!!

write more tomoz~

iloveyou♥ joonie